So Tyler and I talk quite a bit about sex and it's something we both love but its not all we are.
I'm madly in love with Tyler, it's all consuming and everything about our relationship excites me.
Before Tyler I had a very bad relationship. I don't like to dwell on it and I'm disappointed that I allowed such an abusive asshole to treat me as though I meant nothing. Today I read something on Twitter that brought it all home to me. It shoved it in my face just how lucky I am to have met a man who loves me and who I adore.
I got out of that relationship and I was in a bad place, looking back at it now I don't even recognise who I was then. I was a shell, broken. But, I began to rebuild myself.
I have an excellent friend, I owe so much to her but then she owes me the same I consider her to be family. She pointed out to me that I am worth something, I didn't believe her at the time but it made me want to be better.
There was still only so much I could do with myself though. I promised myself that I wouldn't enter into anything unless I knew he was right for me. I had given up if I'm honest. I didn't believe I deserved to be loved.
I straightened out my head, depression is a nasty thing and I've suffered from it quite a bit. However, I was lucky. I feel now as though the universe realised what a crap time I had and decided I deserved some happiness. I met Tyler.
Loving him is effortless. However I still didn't feel I was worth such an amazing man who loved me for myself. I had no self worth. The only thing I was sure of was that I wanted him in my life as my partner.
He made me feel special and loved. I thought love like this only existed in romance novels. Over time as we've been together I've changed dramatically and for the better. I'm far more confident in myself and my self worth has sky rocketed. I had never been completely naked in front of anyone but with Tyler naked just feels right and I'm entirely comfortable. He has shown me how truly amazing sex and intimacy can be. He has given me back the word no and choices in my life. I feel beautiful and sexy. He makes me feel like a woman should. I really couldn't ask for more than that. I have found the man I want to spend the rest of my life with and I plan on never letting him go.
Truly I'm the luckiest woman on earth!
I'm madly in love with Tyler, it's all consuming and everything about our relationship excites me.
Before Tyler I had a very bad relationship. I don't like to dwell on it and I'm disappointed that I allowed such an abusive asshole to treat me as though I meant nothing. Today I read something on Twitter that brought it all home to me. It shoved it in my face just how lucky I am to have met a man who loves me and who I adore.
I got out of that relationship and I was in a bad place, looking back at it now I don't even recognise who I was then. I was a shell, broken. But, I began to rebuild myself.
I have an excellent friend, I owe so much to her but then she owes me the same I consider her to be family. She pointed out to me that I am worth something, I didn't believe her at the time but it made me want to be better.
There was still only so much I could do with myself though. I promised myself that I wouldn't enter into anything unless I knew he was right for me. I had given up if I'm honest. I didn't believe I deserved to be loved.
I straightened out my head, depression is a nasty thing and I've suffered from it quite a bit. However, I was lucky. I feel now as though the universe realised what a crap time I had and decided I deserved some happiness. I met Tyler.
Loving him is effortless. However I still didn't feel I was worth such an amazing man who loved me for myself. I had no self worth. The only thing I was sure of was that I wanted him in my life as my partner.
He made me feel special and loved. I thought love like this only existed in romance novels. Over time as we've been together I've changed dramatically and for the better. I'm far more confident in myself and my self worth has sky rocketed. I had never been completely naked in front of anyone but with Tyler naked just feels right and I'm entirely comfortable. He has shown me how truly amazing sex and intimacy can be. He has given me back the word no and choices in my life. I feel beautiful and sexy. He makes me feel like a woman should. I really couldn't ask for more than that. I have found the man I want to spend the rest of my life with and I plan on never letting him go.
Truly I'm the luckiest woman on earth!
Genevive
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